Its been a while. I confess that it has mostly been my fault due to my own inability to allocate enough time for the things that matter to me. I've not really been as busy as I have been in previous months so ideally I should hve no excuses...I guess blogging just became less of a priority particularly after I realised that no one reads my blog!! Ha ha ha...

Anyway, on the off chance that someone out there is reading this..

The end is nigh..first term of final year is almost over, coursework submitted just waiting for that joyous moment when I can safely declare - I'm free. I've been in a bit of a quandary actually. On the one hand I want to go into uni and get my masters degree but on the other hand I also know that if I don't get some work experience now I will be too overqualified to get it later. And I want to learn another language as well so it would be good to do that now in a safe environment. Hmm..right now I'm just playing it by ear, taking it one day at a time. I never realised until now just how passive I have become towards life. When I was in school I always knew what I wanted and what I wanted to do to get it but now I'm just sort of trying to figure it all out, you know? Its more like I'm waiting for things to happen and then reacting to that as opposed to going out there and actually making things happen. A part of me must still be stinging after the whole KCSE fiasco - how can I dare to want something when the prospects for disappointment are so high?

I dont know. I really dont but I suppose we'll find out soon enough. Life is alright other wise. Just chilling taking it one day at a time.