Its been a while...and its been one of those times. I've worked really hard over the last two months and its all feeling like a big stinky waste of time. My grades are good but I was working for great, i got a promotion at work but its temporary and I may have to quit eventually anyway. I'm losing friends faster than I'm making them and ...its all like...s**t. I'm a little crushed by all this. But I guess it could be worse...

Its been a fun academic year of maddness and doing things that I would never do in other contexts but I think its time to go back to basics. Life was so much simpler and more fun when I was the eccentric. At least then I knew what I wanted and what I stood for. You have to look at things and realise when its going awry...I've tried to mainstream myself but its not working. I'm just not mainstream and I've tasted it and I don't like it. I'm going back to me as in for real.

But as I said, life is not awful. Its just not fantastic.